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Bad New and Communication Issues

Friday, January 27, 2012

Just got a message from my brother that his girlfriend died in a car accident today. Neither he or I is able to reach mom (we all live in different states). I have been trying every avenue I can think of to reach her to no avail. I feel so agitated and upset that I really want to go walking, but I am afraid to go out and miss a call or message. And it had been such a good day before I got home from work and got this message.

**update**

Finally got through to my mother. She is already planning her trip down to see my brother and be with him during this time of need. I wish I could do the same but both time and money issues make the impossible right now.

Once I talked with my mother and helped her find flights, I finally got out for the walk I wanted. I was actually surprised and pleased to find when I was upset that my first instinct was to go for a walk, something that would have been unheard of even two weeks ago. Mind you my second thought was Chocolate, but due to my allergy diet I can't have that so I managed to say no to that desire without too much difficulty.

I am still quite sad but I feel much more in control now (of myself anyway).
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  • no profile photo CD8603687
    I am sorry to read this,my condolences to you and your family. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon Diana

    3395 days ago
  • ROBINCT135
    Oh Brie, I am so so sorry to hear this. emoticon
    3395 days ago
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