Day 74: Tired of the Emotional Roller Coaster
Thursday, March 15, 2012
When I'm doing good and exercising I FEEL good. When I don't I don't feel good. On Monday I messed my knee up again either with a strength training video, practicing soccer, or the combination of both. So for Tuesday and Wednesday I wasn't able to do much. Which had me depressed yesterday and today. Today i will walk one way or another. Even if I have to go as slow as a snail, I will walk. Apparently if I don't get the dreaded exercise in now I want to go jump off a bridge. How did this happen? And I know that I was/am having a bit of a flare to top it off thanks to getting too much sun. I've had fevers and headaches and blah, blah, blah. I've also been zapped of all energy probably from both flare and lack of exercise. I've also been feeling fat the last couple of days. I haven't felt like that since this whole journey started. Weird. I need to flush that out pronto. It's not going to help anything.
On the upside, the treadmill that has been moving like a snail across the US to get here will be here on Saturday. If that won't motivate and excite me I don't know what will. All I know is I NEED to shake these blues off NOW. They are not getting things done. And I need to get things done! Is it too early for a drink. I haven't had a nice cold Mike's Hard Lemonade in like a week. lol! Well I need to get ready to take these boys to the bus stop and put on my walking shoes. I will walk these blues off wether it kills me or not. If I don't blog tomorrow, you know it did. :P Off to beat the blues!!!
OH, AND I HATE feeling old! I HATE that my knees hurt like I'm old! I'm not old!! I wish I could go back and tell that stupid girl not to jump from that height that she'll land on her knee and it will bother her FOREVER!! Eeerrrr!
Ok, rant over.. I think. :)