That's what I am telling myself this week. I have got to hike up my pants (they are getting baggy :) ) and suck it up this week! No more brooding! And boy do I want to!
I FINALLY got my treadmill yesterday and was excited because it came early enough for Marc to still be home to help get it inside. So after the games I was able to put it together. Again I was excited because it was mostly put together it just needed a few bolts and screws and I was done! Woohoo! right? NO! Not right! NOT RIGHT AT ALL!! (Stamping feet) It won't turn on! All it does is *click, click, click* I've tried everything! I took it back a part and put it back together, I reset it, cleaned off where the emergency clip thing goes to turn it on.. I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH THE STUPID THING!! I googled, I searched, I read, I called support but they're off on the weekends, HOW NICE FOR THEM!!
(I think that's the mad face
I know this one is confused, which I am that too. lol!)
I'm SO irritated and was irritable with the boys yesterday because of it, Marc included. Poor guy probably wishes he didn't call to check on the progress. Oops! :)
BUT, that's it! I'm done! As Marc would say, It is what it is. There is nothing I can do, so there's no use in brooding over it. I started last week off by brooding, this week will not begin with brooding!! I will just breath and move on until Monday when I can call those Bwords. lol!
Today I will celebrate being down 2.6 pounds this week!!! YAY!!!!
Today I will celebrate a new week! A New Day! A New Start to a New Challenge!! A another day with my boys! Another day that I can prove to myself that I can be happy, productive, eat well, exercise, and be a good mom and go to bed proud of myself tonight! I CAN DO THIS!!! I REALLY, REALLY CAN!!!
"Without passion man is a mere latent force and possibility, like the flint which awaits the shock of the iron before it can give forth its spark."
– Henri Frédéric Amiel