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Sunday, March 25, 2007

things just don't seem to be going right for me & it's killing me. i'm so motivated to really change things & i can't.

maybe that's just an excuse though. I can do crunches & push ups in my room & take a run around the block, right?

for those of you that don't know, i was in a pretty crazy car accident on the 8th & totaled my car. i got hit by a jeep grand cherokee doing 60mph in my little ford escort.

so, that just makes things hard. i have no car & i'm saving every dime i have to get a new one. good news on that is that i am up $3000. Yay! i'll get my new car in about three weeks. at least that's something to look foreword to.

i've lost 20 pounds & i feel great, but sometimes, i just get so frustrated with myself for not eating as well as i know that i should. i don't over eat, & i never ever have. but, i went out to lunch with my boyfriend yesterday, & had a slice of pizza. my reason for that was because i'm REALLY picky about the kind of turkey i eat, so i'll just get that. i only had one small slice and a sprite, but i left feeling absolutely disgusting & really disappointed in myself for not being stronger.


i'll get there, i know i will. especially since i found this wonderful community of people & their endless support!

i know i'm only human, but it's been so long since i have actually let myself eat anything at all... and now that i am actually eating during the day again, i feel horrible anytime i eat something that isn't a salad or a yogurt or something.

oh yeah, & the scale? that was up a pound today. talk about kicking a girl when she's down!
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    Keep your chin up one little slice of pizza won't destroy your good efforts! congrats on the 20 pound loss!
    5201 days ago
    Sorry to hear about the accident and everything, but good luck on your saving towards a new car. And congrats for losing 20 pounds so far, I just started on this and am looking forward to seeing how it all turns out.
    5202 days ago
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