Thursday, July 19, 2012
Well - setbacks continue to happen in my personal life and it just doesn't feel as though we can take one more hit. I know, I know, I know that it is part of God's plan for Eric and I but I hate watching him become more and more discouraged. I hate watching Abby go through pain because of an ended relationship. But I rejoice that Becky has come so far and that is after many painful times.
I have really tried to believe that it all happened for a reason and the plan will eventually be revealed. I've tried to be supportive and think that by and large I have been successful. Then someone at work said something that embarrassed me and it led me to completely breaking down over something that was essentially stupid (I mean Deb apologized to me 20 seconds later. I guess what it means is that I had better spend a little time on me so that I can continue to be supportive. Yup - me time coming up.