Wednesday, August 01, 2012
Have you ever had a time or moment in your life where you felt stuck?? I feel stuck; I just seem to be in a place physically and emotionally stuck with my current weight/health situation. What makes it more difficult is my own self-loathing and anger for being here, for getting here and wallowing in it. I just hear the recordings in my head and I know I am probably harder on myself than anyone else could be. What seems so amazing to me is the millions of people everyday doing something in their situations and rising above them. So what is my problem, why can’t I do it, what is stopping me, what is getting in my way? That is the pathetic part and the feelings of what is wrong with me? I feel once I have those answers then I can do something, move forward and not backward and continue on, but right now I am in the stuck.