Tuesday, April 17, 2007
This week i've began to feel unparalleled anxiety. i have been working at losing weight for about 1 year now.
I am about 5 pounds from my goal weight. i have been driven relentlessly for the past year about maintaining my progress.
but now that i'm so close to my goal i feel like i may never get there. i'm really struggling with losing this belly fat that has been here since i was 8. I want to lose it because i realize that it is bad for my health (and bad for my self esteem. it will be a confidence boost for me not to have it).
i hope that this week i can pull myself out of the funk and not give up on the last 5 pounds.