Wednesday, May 15, 2013
I haven't been able to wear regular clothing sizes for 6 years. Today, I at first went to the Larges and womens area and things were swimming on me. This made me smile but also made me sad that it took personal health issues to make me do the work and commit to losing all this weight. I was 241 at the beginning of this year. I pretty much wore the same pants every day for months...same shirts..same look..comfort and big. I brought my clothes home tonight and as I bagged up my size 22's 20's 18's..I thought someone will use these and THAT made me sad in a sense that I cannot share this with others out in the world not just family -friends but strangers as I saw quite a few ladies my past size shopping today. I smiled but I so want to say HEY YOU CAN DO THIS it takes alot of work and giving things up..yep I got hungry and depressed some days and Ooo I cheated a few times but still got here. I have another 40 lbs to go but for tonight I am loving how easy it was to shop and I am content..