DAMN!!!! What a loser!!!!
Sunday, December 29, 2013
I have been doing everything that I should not! Feel just horrible about it, but have not been able to bring myself to change things until now. Gained back all the weight that I lost, plus 7 pounds. Started smoking AGAIN!!!!! My house is a mess, and I still have not found a job. I am allowing my mother to help me out with money from her social security every month! What the HELL!!!!
OK, rant over!
In reality, yes, I have messed up pretty much every aspect of my life in the past couple of months. I realize that I have done it to myself, and that I can change everything. Had a serious talk with myself, and I actually listened. LOL Ready to make the changes that I need to get back to where I need to be. It will be hard, but I know that I am NOT a loser, and can do anything that I set my mind to.
I will be using this blog forum to work through things. Don't expect or ask people to read it. It will be one of my ways of working through things.
You have been warned!