Knew This Would Happen
Tuesday, November 17, 2015
I have been struggling for so long with pain and loss of balance.
Frustration got to me.
Have been falling and/or losing my balance frequently.
Haven't been able to do much physically and am deconditioned.
Depression kicked in with a vengeance and I had a big meltdown.
Feeling scared, defeated and alone.
In the past 6 weeks I have had 3 epidurals, am on a muscle relaxant for spasms and an anti-inflammatory medication.
Saw the surgeon Monday and will see the orthopedist Thursday to discuss other alternatives. Am getting discouraged and losing hope.
Financially I am between a rock and a hard place.
All of my financial resources are depleted.
Medical bills continue to come in the mail six days a week.
Grateful there is no mail delivery on Sunday.
Just want to find a resolution to all this insanity.
In my heart I know this too shall pass.
Want it to hurry up!