No more excuses!
Saturday, March 05, 2016
Time to let go of the past. Time to get over the fact that I gained all this weight and though I hate it maybe I should accept myself this way. Yes there was drawbacks to being thin, mostly haters telling me things to put me down. Truth is I loved it and felt great overall, fitting into everything in my closet was awesome! I'm getting off this rollercoaster, I'm going to go down in weight and stay down because that's what I want to do for me. The haters can kiss my shrinking butt! I can't do anything about getting older, but I can do something about my weight. I don't want to be old and fat! So I'm getting older, BUT IM NOT GETTING FATTER! I'm going to be older, but thinner and fit for me. I'm going to look good at any age and feel good too. Those clothes I just bought, that just keep getting bigger and bigger are going back because it dawned on me I'm not going to be fat! I REFUSE! My idea of cute clothes doesn't involve them looking like tents. Now I'm angry I let myself get to this, I'm angry I have been sabotaging myself for so long. Everyday from now on is a good day to loose weight and get fitter. I know what I want now and I want to be thin, there is no stopping me. I AM GOING TO BE THIN, FIT AND FABULOUS IN MY 40'S.