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Saturday, March 05, 2016

Time to let go of the past. Time to get over the fact that I gained all this weight and though I hate it maybe I should accept myself this way. Yes there was drawbacks to being thin, mostly haters telling me things to put me down. Truth is I loved it and felt great overall, fitting into everything in my closet was awesome! I'm getting off this rollercoaster, I'm going to go down in weight and stay down because that's what I want to do for me. The haters can kiss my shrinking butt! I can't do anything about getting older, but I can do something about my weight. I don't want to be old and fat! So I'm getting older, BUT IM NOT GETTING FATTER! I'm going to be older, but thinner and fit for me. I'm going to look good at any age and feel good too. Those clothes I just bought, that just keep getting bigger and bigger are going back because it dawned on me I'm not going to be fat! I REFUSE! My idea of cute clothes doesn't involve them looking like tents. Now I'm angry I let myself get to this, I'm angry I have been sabotaging myself for so long. Everyday from now on is a good day to loose weight and get fitter. I know what I want now and I want to be thin, there is no stopping me. I AM GOING TO BE THIN, FIT AND FABULOUS IN MY 40'S.
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  • no profile photo CD15479155
    Go girl, go. We can do this. Think how great it will feel when we are back in the clothes we used to wear! It will be like a whole new wardrobe. emoticon

    1891 days ago
    Thank you for your support spark friends, you are very much appreciated. I truly believe that once you make a decision and believe it in the deepest part of your core it is then that change can begin to take place. I am here my friends :D finally.
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  • PJM1968
    You can do this!!don't give up on yourself emoticon
    1893 days ago
    Strong Woman who knows what she wants. You go girl!! You'll do it and we'll support you while you are doing it. Great attitude!
    1893 days ago
    How very true is that!!!
    1893 days ago
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