My world is right side up again
Friday, August 05, 2016
I want to say thank you so much to all of you that have been and are praying for me. Your continued support is much more appreciated than you can ever imagine. I was reminded a few times about a passage in the Bible. It is Psalms 91. This passage has always meant a lot and I went back and read it again and drew strength from it. Today I am feeling much calmer and as if my world has turned right side up again. Nothing as far as my health has changed. I am still playing the waiting game. But my attitude has changed immensely today. Yesterday I was ready to throw in the towel on my weight loss as I felt like it really didn't really even matter anymore. But it does matter. It matters to me! I want to be healthy again. I want to be able to enjoy what ever time I may have left. So tonight I am back on track. Tomorrow morning I will start fresh with my diet and get back to exercising 2 hours a day instead of the 90 minutes I did today.
I have a very busy day tomorrow but I will make this happen. I am not going to dwell on what could happen or what might not happen. I am going to live in the here and now and pay attention to the things I do have control over.
I love God, my family and my friends and it is high time I get back to showing that. So the depression is over and the fight is on!
Today my blessing is you! I thank God for bringing you to me. for showing me that wonderful and amazing people really do still exist outside of my immediate family. I am also blessed with a wonderful family who support me and what ever decisions I may make.
God bless you and keep you on your journey! Have a fabulous night!