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I stopped

Monday, July 30, 2018

I stopped and I have failed myself. Being a twin mom, especially this late in life, is hard...it sucks. Trying to maintain them, chores, marriage (well trying to) and I just stopped caring about me. But I'm fat, and hate where I still am. I hate I still have this much baby weight, that I don't take pride in myself anymore, and that I quit trying to better myself.
I know that i need to take care of myself to help be a better mom. If I like (or love ) me again, I will be much better to my boys (all3) because I won't resent it all as much.
I love my family with everything I have...time to love me too. I have got to find the perfect balance.
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  • JULIENSMITH
    It is hard to be a woman. There are so many responsibilities & only so many hours in the day. Women feel this in a very personal way & internalize it as a failure if we cannot keep up. Each day breathe & count all the good thing you do.
    1092 days ago
  • KAYDE53
    You can do this! emoticon
    1092 days ago
  • MOMSCHILD5
    Read blog by SAINTBERNARD6
    1092 days ago
  • MOMSCHILD5
    Don't ever give up! God made each individual a valuable person. Who knows, you may head up a company that helps others lose weight, some day! Everyone has a path to make the world a better place. Start with you. Because you are worth it!
    1092 days ago
  • MOMSCHILD5
    Do you have access to a babysitter? A friend could trade days with you taking care of each other's children. You have big responsibilities, and deserve a break for yourself. When you treat yourself well you will feel better about yourself.
    1092 days ago
  • CATDUCK1
    Take it slow, one baby step at a time. Slow & Steady wins.
    1092 days ago
  • no profile photo EVIE4NOW
    You have to take care of you before you can take care of anybody else.
    1092 days ago
  • MSCHERYL10
    You can't be everything to everybody all the time, baby steps, change little things and build from there
    1092 days ago
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