Making 2020 MY Year
Tuesday, December 31, 2019
I'm so tired of wallowing in self pity over my divorce. It's been a year and a half and it's time I finally pick myself up mentally. I've let it hold me back from work, the kids, even every day things like chores (depression just so bad all I wanna do is lay down all day - so I do).
But no more! I am going to sit down in the morning and make a reasonable workout plan that will slowly build me back up to where I use to be; already got a new meal plan set for healthier eating. Hopefully this will get me in a better mind set and give me more energy so that I can have more quality time with my babies.
The only thing that even has me worried is I have a big problem with consistency. I can be good for a week or two but then bam. I talk myself into falling off the wagon with some excuse or another. I think my motto for this year should be "No More Excuses". Lol I just wish that (as a single mom who works from home) it was easier for me to meet people so that I can find some fitness buddies for support.. hell just friends in general. It's another big goal for this year, to get out more. Even if it means going to the movies and dinner alone.