watching SpaceX on YouTube
Sunday, May 31, 2020
good morning - this is exciting for me. I was one of those kids who wanted to be an astronaut. I learned early in life that when there is so much chaos in the home - one can not focus on your dreams. So I was watching the launch yesterday, the docking and opening up the hatch today. I just love this stuff. For today, I am starting a new plan to work on me and my determination to continue on my goals. I have to learn from DH- he is so focused on something and it does not matter if the house is burning down - he is focused. HA! He succeeded on his weight loss goal in record time. I do not want to do that way exactly b/c he has a brutal focus which is not good for a relationship. I want to be able to keep communication with DH and continue on my journey. I am hoping since he reached his goal - he can calm down. so far so good, we had several talks yesterday. He understands me. He says he wants to be around me. I want that too, but I need my space. He is trying and I am grateful - one day at a time. One victory - I just hope I do not have too many more days like yesterday - it is exhausting and not so much fun!! have a good day!!