Friday, April 16, 2021
I'm not discouraged by my weight or recent lack of weight loss. I'm discouraged that I feel like I've lost the fire a little bit. I went on an amazing anniversary weekend with my wife and, though we tracked everything and ate moderately and were extremely active all weekend with hikes and walks, etc, I gained a little weight and have just been feeling some ennui.
I could be walking more, making better choices at meals; I'm staying within my points, but I'm not motivated to lose weight in the way I was a while ago. It is a feeling akin to being satisfied crossed with unmotivated. I'm not giving up. I just wish I were on the hunt more--hungrier for change.
My wife is a full twenty pounds below me and seems hungrier, and I can see the effects. But right now I'm feeling pretty slumpy.