The Big Scary Things
Tuesday, May 11, 2021
Why does it take the Big Scary Things to get my ass in gear?
I've known what my family risks are most of my life (high blood pressure, diabetes). Yet it takes seeing those bad numbers on the blood labs to get my attention. Now I've got a follow-up appointment with my doc to talk about the bad numbers.
So I'm tightening up the reins on myself, getting back to writing down everything I eat, and looking for ways to motivate myself. Back to working the program, instead of being meh about the program. Because the time for the preventative steps has passed. ~train-gone-sorry!~
Time to stop neglecting this meat-covered skeleton I'm driving around, acting like a brat pouting about what I would have to give up.
Yes, I'm cranky at myself. I'll get over it eventually.