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Why is it that some people never leave your head....
Tuesday, June 20, 2017      5 comments

In my therapy session today I was reminded that it is my choice to listen or not listen to those voices in my head that are always telling me that even if I try I'll do it wrong, backwards or too slowly and the list is longer. I'm going to be w... Read more
My worst enemy caused so much tumoil today.
Monday, June 19, 2017      6 comments

Of course my head and depression are my enemies today. I slept great last night but needed more sleep after being up about 2 hours. Then still didn't feel awake but decided to stay awake anyway. I think I was wanting to sleep to avoid more k... Read more
I think I may have conquered the ants......
Sunday, June 18, 2017      7 comments

I worked hard in the kitchen today. I cleaned off the cabinet I found the ants on and moved all the canned cat food that lives there. I also took all the dishes off the first shelf but didn't find any ants in the cupboard. But I washed all th... Read more
Nothing like a good nights sleep to clear your head.....
Saturday, June 17, 2017      4 comments

I did use my meds for sleeping last night. I have several that can make you sleepy so I only use some of them on an as needed basis. But last night besides the allergy pill and the pills for the nerve pain in my leg I also added one for anxiet... Read more
ewwww I don't even know where to begin....
Friday, June 16, 2017      7 comments

Something happened on Wed. after the memorial service that has never happened to me before. My brothers teased me when we were out to dinner. They pick on each other all the time and they always picked on my sisters who could give it as well a... Read more
No major decision making today...
Thursday, June 15, 2017      4 comments

just plain being lazy and only doing exactly what I felt like. I enjoyed my ribs and spoetzle left over from last nights trip to the restaurant and I'll have one more meal tomorrow. This is a place us kids always loved to be able to get ... Read more
OK that's all over now what.
Wednesday, June 14, 2017      6 comments

My mother's memorial service was very nice today. The little church volunteered by my cousins was wonderful to all of us and a great help. I didn't even need to deal with the caterers or any of that. And they completely cleaned up the kitchen... Read more
The baking day really helped with the nerves about tomorrow.
Tuesday, June 13, 2017      3 comments

Baking always makes me feel better. Too bad I enjoy eating it so much. There are some chocolate brownies with buttercream frosting and some very simple orange angle food cupcakes. My SIL also ordered a couple of lemon merigine pies (because ... Read more
Can we cancel the rest of this week....
Monday, June 12, 2017      6 comments

I was up really early this morning to get the keys in to my brothers so they could finish putting mom's things in the trailer to get them ready for auction. But I came right home and climbed back into bed. About 10 the phone started. I swear ... Read more
Declared a sewing day today but it was followed by a horrible crash
Sunday, June 11, 2017      6 comments

I did make several more wonky squares and even worked on a block of the month square but my biggest sewing achievement was a house block. Took a long time with lots and lots of color changes and it is not perfect. But here it is. ... Read more
Took my list and off I went...
Saturday, June 10, 2017      4 comments

Decided I needed to get the sewing machine I'm taking to my daughter over to the quilt store because it needs a little tune up. But then I had a little retail therapy while I was there. This is going to sound kind of weird. But I saw a quilt... Read more
This day turned weird early
Friday, June 09, 2017      7 comments

I did my normal Fri. morning stuff. Got up early and went off to get my hair done. I even put on decent clothes. Usually if I'm not leaving town I'll just run in leggings and a t-shirt. But I knew I had plans to go order the lunch for mom's ... Read more
The emotional roller coaster is driving me nuts.
Thursday, June 08, 2017      7 comments

After a fairly good nights sleep I was up and getting along pretty good this morning and then about 3 this afternoon it hits again. What am I supposed to be doing? How am I going to do this? Not even the what if's have happened just those dum... Read more
Oh this is just getting harder and harder
Wednesday, June 07, 2017      7 comments

One of my brothers is not happy with me because I called the church my cousin gave me the name of and he wanted it to be his job. So he's going to go have the meeting with the pastor. Instead of me having to drive so far. He's the one that is... Read more
This new learning curve is terribly hard.
Tuesday, June 06, 2017      5 comments

I know I'll get thru it and the closer it gets to June 26 the happier I'll be because that is the day I'm leaving to go see my grand kids. But until then there are going to be some pretty empty days. Tomorrow BooBoo goes to her new home ... Read more

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