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Always a big relief to finish something.
Tuesday, June 19, 2018      4 comments

Here is the infamous baseball quilt. I'm pretty sure little Mateo is going to love it. It is only 50" square so should be about the right size for him to drag around. ... Read more
It helped my mood to go to town today.
Monday, June 18, 2018      10 comments

It did help to get out. Not a lot but I got thru most of the day without feeling most of those negative thoughts. Living with depression and anxiety sure can just drag you thru the mud a lot. Some days I just can't seem to get enough done I f... Read more
Can't seem to get rid of Negative Nancy (in my head)
Sunday, June 17, 2018      3 comments

My head is really doing a number on me. I know it's crazy and that I'm not a terrible anything but the voices in my head are really strong the last couple of days. Your house is a mess, you can't do anything right, it's all you fault along wit... Read more
I declare this "I don't want to do that today" day.
Saturday, June 16, 2018      3 comments

There is a long list of things I don't want to do today. I tried quilting today but one of the fluffy cats lots about 3" of fluff off her tail when she wouldn't move while I was cutting. Even that didn't get her to move. I tried cooking...... Read more
A day full of adventures
Friday, June 15, 2018      3 comments

Engaging brain to learn on a horrid hot humid day took a lot of work. I did get my t-shirt started but will have to finish it tomorrow but I also learned about changing the feet on my big embroidery machine. This will be a new adventure in qui... Read more
Why don't big organizations talk among themselves?
Thursday, June 14, 2018      1 comments

For over a week I have been trying to find out where to renew my military ID. It expires in July. So I thought it would be a very good thing to get done before I go to Seattle. I've called the armory that I got it done at 6 years ago...the ph... Read more
Ahhhh Normal
Wednesday, June 13, 2018      5 comments

It felt good today to just do the things I set out to do and not have to worry about stuff and then came a message from my brother. He was complaining about something my son posted on FB. He wanted me to tell my son to leave out father out of ... Read more
All the prayers helped...in the clear.
Tuesday, June 12, 2018      6 comments

After several attempts to locate the little tiny blip in my breast today they decided to err on the side of caution and not do the needle biopsy but have me come in every 6 months for a mammogram so they can see it if grows. What an huge weigh... Read more
Tomorrow will bring torture
Monday, June 11, 2018      9 comments

I did live thru several more pictures of one of my breasts today and then an ultrasound of that and the armpit and surrounding tissue. Only to be told that I will need to go up to the bigger clinic 50 miles away in the morning for a needle biop... Read more
Hoping tomorrow goes well.
Sunday, June 10, 2018      7 comments

I just can't wait for it to be morning so I can get this mammogram over with and praying there is nothing wrong. Just please God get me thru it. Right now I'm not even sure I'll be able to find a "happy face" to put on during the test. I hate... Read more
Who keeps turning the clock off?
Saturday, June 09, 2018      2 comments

Time is just dragging by. I got almost nothing done today but every time I checked the clock it wasn't moving. I know I don't feel great....just kind of a sour tummy and I have no idea why but I'm feeling a lot of emotions. Depression, confu... Read more
One step forward & 3 steps back...
Friday, June 08, 2018      3 comments

I did get all my chores I set out to get done today. I even managed to pass my driving test without the need for glasses.That is why I have reader for the computer and books and stuff but not for driving not bad for a 70 yr old lady. The... Read more
Overwhelming need for rest today.
Thursday, June 07, 2018      4 comments

I guess yesterday was just harder than I thought. I understand that I have hoarding tendencies and I've been fighting them for years. Cleaning out a closet stacked with boxes 2 deep and 6 high has been a monumental task and that is in the mid... Read more
Decluttering is very depressing
Wednesday, June 06, 2018      9 comments

Today I threw away or recycled electronics that my 2nd husband loved. He died almost 7 years ago. But I've felt kind of bad all afternoon. I don't think some of those things ever got used because he got so sick so fast. But today was a big ... Read more
Just tired after my morning.
Tuesday, June 05, 2018      2 comments

I hauled 9 pieces of old electronic stuff to my car this morning. Just pain wore me out. I still did sew some this afternoon but not enough. Maybe tomorrow before I go drop this stuff off in town I can really get in some sewing. I've also fo... Read more

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