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rain rain go away......
Friday, February 05, 2010      1 comments

It has been rainging like crazy the past few weeks and I just can't seem to catch a break. I am still really motovated to go walking but the rain just keeps me from doing that, therefore i get off track and I just don't know what else to do. I j... Read more
a lil of track
Sunday, January 24, 2010      1 comments

Well I have been doing pretty well with walking and drinking water till a few days ago. but I know I can get right back on track and keep at my goals. Loseing weight takes time and I know that I can do it this time, being I am not as hard on mys... Read more
Making small changes
Saturday, January 16, 2010      1 comments

Well teh past few dyas, I have kept my mind in focus and have dome amazing!!! I walked 30 mins 2 days in a row and have been drinking sooo much water. I feel so happy and have so much more enegry! I tryed to convince Ashley to get us a tredmill ... Read more
As the new year begins
Wednesday, January 13, 2010      0 comments

Well the past few months have been really rough on me and Ashley. each day has been a new battle and something to overcome.I am back on meds but I am still tired alot of the time and I try and just get a few things done during the day to atleast... Read more
Halloween 2009
Saturday, October 31, 2009      0 comments

Well here it is another Halloween and I'm still here!!! Its been a rough few years, but somehow i have always made it through.. Things are ok. my emotions are still all crazy being they have my meds messed up. Ashley is doing the best he can han... Read more
trying to get motovated
Thursday, October 22, 2009      1 comments

Well lately My mind has been in many directions. Not being on the Depo shot has caused my body to go crazy. I mean i had SOO much energy for like 2 days then ever since monday, all I wanna do is sleep. And I feel horrible when I push myself to d... Read more
dealing with life
Monday, October 12, 2009      2 comments

Well things have been a bit quieter around here. but that is only becuase Ash is working so much. and I am home alone ALOT MORE than when he was with DOT. I hate it!1 He bearly gets paid and we can bearly pay our bills. he wants kids but with mo... Read more
He is now at peace
Tuesday, September 15, 2009      0 comments

Well Sadly me and mu hubbys life has made another turn... Ashley dad passed away last Thursday and its been really rough on all of us. I lost my dad 2 years ago, so in some ways I know how he feels. I just hope that dealing with type of loss dos... Read more
SOO much to deal with
Saturday, August 29, 2009      1 comments

Well things have still bee npretty crazy the past few weeks. I am not back on my bipolar meds and I am currently adjusting to them. Also we have recently found out that Ashley's dad has stage 4 lung cancer and has been giving 6 months to live.So... Read more
the fun never stops!
Wednesday, August 12, 2009      0 comments

Well things have been alright lately I have been to the hospital again. and that didn't go well so we actually had to go to another hospital that same night and things we much better. I am just on a stricked NO fat diet. It sucks being I can ONL... Read more
Can't get a break!!
Wednesday, July 29, 2009      0 comments

Well the past week or so has been so crazy!! I mean from me delaing with the pain and nausea from my Galdbladder to just trying to get basic things done. Then we have the " suprise" events. like one day last week me and my husband were cleaning ... Read more
and the verdict is.....
Saturday, July 18, 2009      0 comments

Well last sunday the pain with me got SO bad I finally went to the hospital and they did an ultrasound of my tummy and saw that my Galdbladder had many stones in it. So in the past 2 months My bi-polar has gone crazy, my bad tooth has broke up i... Read more
hopeing this will pass
Sunday, July 12, 2009      2 comments

Well things are KINDA better. me and Ashley are talking more and I am trying to be more open about things.. But the past 2 nights i have had the most HORRIBLE back and stomach pain. It started with my stomach and then a few hours later my back. ... Read more
no money :( I hate this feeling
Wednesday, July 08, 2009      0 comments

Well My husband dosent have a job right now and I'm not able to work myself due to my Bipolar, not having a form of trasnportation AND a bad background. Nobody in this economy and in my area is gonna want someone like me to work for them (I have... Read more
recovering from the 4th
Sunday, July 05, 2009      1 comments

Well the past few weeks have been alright so much going on and so much on my mind... I have been trying to deal with not having really any from of dreperssion/bi-polar meds for alike 2 weeks now.I don't like being dizzy,lightheaded and having mi... Read more

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