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Bible Thoughts
Thursday, October 02, 2008      2 comments

I am trying to read through the Bible in a year (I just started in September!). October 1st's section was Matthew 1-4. Here's my thoughts: Matthew 1 the geneology of Christ - I am always amazed at the 'heathen' women, the sinners, the mur... Read more
Service Dog for PTSD
Tuesday, September 30, 2008      2 comments

Last week, I found out that there are service dogs specifically trained for PTSD(Post Traumatic Stress Disorder). I did research: www.ada.gov/animal.htm www.iaadp.org/psd_tasks.
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A Victory in the Darkness
Monday, September 22, 2008      2 comments

The last few days I have been struggling with the darkness of suicidal ideations. With DID, they come from within the pockets of memories....and the memory pockets, at least for me, cannot be drugged into submission. So, there are two choices: ... Read more
How many times does it take to get it right?
Thursday, September 18, 2008      2 comments

Or - how many times can I start over? Well - I've lost track this past year about how many times I've started over - the key this year is that "I've started over" whenever life happens. Years before, I gave up...I gave in...I binged and... Read more
Yea though I walk through the Valley of the Shadow of Death
Saturday, September 13, 2008      3 comments

Have you been there? Where everything seems so dark that death itself would be welcome? I'm not meaning suicidal thinking...though I've been in that valley before, too. I'm talking that so much comes crashing in that you feel like you sho... Read more
Why is it hard to love myself? Very long
Tuesday, September 09, 2008      4 comments

More specifically, why is it hard to do nice things for myself - just because? I'm sure it's tied into the abuse in some way...but I'm so tired of saying that. I feel like I keep saying blah blah blah....and some part of me wants to say 'g... Read more
This is the First Day of the Rest of My life!
Monday, September 08, 2008      4 comments

This is my New Year's Day - 48 years are behind me(in more ways than one) - and I'm starting my 49th year....a new year. My goals for this next year, and how I plan to meet them. ... Read more
My 48th Birthday
Monday, September 08, 2008      3 comments

And it started on 9-7-08. At 11am, we went on a canoe trip with our youngest daughter and her beau. It was a beautiful day, and a beautiful trip. God blessed, and we saw(and got photos of) a great blue heron, we think we saw a lesser blue he... Read more
Saturday.....a good day to clean out clutter
Saturday, September 06, 2008      2 comments

Today has been a beautiful day - sunny, cool - with a wonderful breeze that just begs you to open up your windows and air out the house, and sweep away the cobwebs from the A/C days of summer! And clean out clutter we did. We cleaned u... Read more
God pouring down like rain!
Friday, September 05, 2008      0 comments

This chorus is going through my head as the rain gently falls outside: [CHORUS] Word of God speak Would You pour down like rain Washing my eyes to see Your majesty To be still and know That You're in this place Please let me stay... Read more
Thursday Checkin, written on Friday
Friday, September 05, 2008      1 comments

I probably should start writing these in the evening, rather than the morning after.... There's got to be a morning after If we can hold on thru the night We have a chance to find the sunshine Let's keep on looking for the light. ... Read more
Wednesday Checkin
Thursday, September 04, 2008      1 comments

I drank all my water - but only walked 20 minutes with Jim - he didn't have as much time, and I'm still not up to walking by myself after last week's med crash. But I am walking without the wheelchair as a walker! I ate according to my pla... Read more
Checking in
Wednesday, September 03, 2008      2 comments

Tuesday, 9/2 - I drank all my water, did my leg lifts, and walked 30 minutes with Jim. I ate my five meals as planned - but had a chocolate crave in the evening. Jim got me a pudding cup...I did eat two - but so much better than my piles o... Read more
I'm starting over
Tuesday, September 02, 2008      1 comments

And boy are the numbers ugly. BUT.... they will go down again.... 4 months of NO exercise, and emotional eating....that just doesn't do anything good for anyone. I had hoped to be down below 200 for my 48th birthday on September 8th....tha... Read more
10 Ways to KNOW it shouldn't be on your diet
Thursday, August 28, 2008      1 comments

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