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Slacking ... so lacking
Wednesday, August 21, 2019      3 comments

So I still have hope not to judge shame or compare self to what was . I am hoping for the next 2 months . Birthday and through all of the stress ...one d... Read more
Thursday Thanksgiving
Thursday, July 25, 2019      0 comments

Well ... almost there so tired for second run. I will . ... Read more
Sunday ... hope new start
Sunday, July 14, 2019      4 comments

Each Sunday as I recover from stress and weekend I feel overwhelmed... hope to start over ...❤️... Read more
So again ... prayers ... ❤️🙏
Wednesday, July 10, 2019      2 comments

Today I am all over future past and money plus things I can’t control . I did shopping now hope to put away and leave away all triggers start day today again afternoon in appt ... Read more
So ... a reall down day
Saturday, July 06, 2019      1 comments

Bummer today I totally went off on a kink food binge and went over bu over 2000 ... feel like a waste of energy and the fear of starting again Tom...lots of guilt and I am just tired ...... Read more
Thinking I need to do more ...
Friday, July 05, 2019      0 comments

I am thinking about goals ... but need to be more specific. Stop comparing myself to others and pray halt and let go ...... Read more
July ... pre July 4
Wednesday, July 03, 2019      2 comments

I have a habit of comparing myself to the last years at this date . Looking at images and then allowing that to determine my value and worth . Yes I w and m need accountability. But , I need to live and enjoy as well to be strong . I am on a pl... Read more
Grant me courage
Wednesday, June 26, 2019      5 comments

For today ...... Read more
A day without a run
Wednesday, June 19, 2019      4 comments

No run .... phone issues and feeling like all or nothing and goals far away 🙏... Read more
Another day on my world - headache
Tuesday, June 18, 2019      1 comments

So I let myself sign up for freedom coach chAllenge and I yelled and in the emotional phase ... tired and migraines and restrictions... is running a good mode ...feeling really sad. ... Read more
New work week ... already tired
Monday, June 17, 2019      3 comments

My just mind and tired head , already in new work week and was up from lolev2:30-4 on in am now tired which is hard for me . So I will need to pray encouraging works ...and I wanted to sign up for race locally did not finish ... afraid and also ... Read more
Feeling sad and gross
Sunday, June 16, 2019      3 comments

After yesterday and today feeling down alone sad . I miss my late Dad in heaven . Want to sign up for a run but don’t want to publicize it . Looking for tha challenge setting on this . As far as health and the nutrition I can use help . The mone... Read more
One day one moment at a time
Friday, June 14, 2019      4 comments

Mental health fearless because God is with me and short term goals , health and serenity and me and my daughter always ... Read more
Got put after rain ... today not great but ok
Thursday, June 13, 2019      1 comments

So I got our dresses after new and long day ... and what’s ahead but with my daughter hope to get wog jog beach in clouds ... Read more
Still from the beginning weight , it’s about one day at a time
Wednesday, June 12, 2019      1 comments

So I am back at beginning , I am used to hearing comments when I get to a real low weight, but I am now needing strength, was always ashamed and to think I can run and I have life as a single mom , now with responsibilities and with aging , not ... Read more

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