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Monday, July 07, 2014      4 comments

I'm so annoyed with myself. I don't want to be as heavy as I am. I don't want to see that number. I don't want to lose my breath doing the easiest of things. I've felt like this for years. I start...I just don't continue. GAH!! I have ... Read more
...to the future!!
Monday, January 28, 2013      8 comments

When I think of Leanne at goal weight, I smile. A big a$$ grin. For lots of reasons... I will buy pretty much any cute lil top I want. I will strut my stuff when I walk and rock sashay my booty around. I will run for fun. I will lo... Read more
Time to move on...
Sunday, January 27, 2013      4 comments

As part of my BLC's Back to the Future week, we are to forgive ourselves for something in our past in the hopes it will help us to move on. A few years ago I had a pretty major bout of anxiety and depression. I was so riddled with anxiety ... Read more
Its Alive!! (Kinda, sorta...pretty much)
Friday, May 25, 2012      18 comments

Yup, I'm alive and kicking, just right now, the kicks are pretty low to the ground and kinda slow. Forgive me if this blog seems a lil jumbled, I'm just sort of writing as I think. I'm feeling a lil unmotivated, lost, and sad and feel like... Read more
I'm a grad!!
Saturday, May 19, 2012      11 comments

On May 17th I attended my pinning ceremony for my Associates degree emoticon ... Read more
Mama drama
Tuesday, May 15, 2012      14 comments

I didn't want to get this off my chest over the weekend being that it was Mothers Day... I didn't spend Mothers Day with my Mom. We haven't spoken in about a week. This isn't the first time we haven't been on speaking terms. Its so frustrat... Read more
Using my powers for good, not evil :)
Tuesday, May 01, 2012      10 comments

So, I could be called a tad OCD. Ha, who am I kidding...a lot OCD!! I've been this way for as long as I can remember. The good thing is it has never affected my daily life, I have always gone to school, worked, had relationships, friends, etc. ... Read more
Signs, signs, everywhere there's signs...
Saturday, April 14, 2012      13 comments

I am on all sorts of journeys right now; weight loss, being single again, being Leanne again, starting my career. And I figure, why not throw in one more?? I am born born and raised Long Island, NY. In my 31 years, I've learned I hate the s... Read more
Why are we...namely I, in this case...so hard on ourselves??
Tuesday, April 10, 2012      21 comments

Last night when I got home from work I decided to take a 3 mile walk. I was exhausted and typically would have crashed for a nap, woken up around 8, get some take out and plop in front of the TV with my food. But last night I decided, ya know, l... Read more
To date or not to date...that is the question.
Thursday, April 05, 2012      23 comments

I have been single now for just over a year. My ex and I were together for seven years before we broke up. It was cruddy, yucky breakup and I spent the first six months picking myself up and starting over. I am 31 years old. I wasn't about... Read more
I gotta move it move it, I gotta...move it!!
Monday, April 02, 2012      9 comments

Goals for this week - Every morning, walk at least a mile with Leslie Sansone - Drink up from my now being used big a$$ water bottle ... Read more
Whats my deal?!
Monday, March 26, 2012      14 comments

Argh!! I know what I have to do, what I need to do. I know what I need to do it. I have the tools to do it. I have most of the food, the tapes, equipment, a cheap gym membership. So why haven't I gotten it together and started already?! I... Read more
Walking to Paris!!
Friday, March 16, 2012      8 comments

Thats right folks!! My employer has a big push this year on employee health and fitness so to promote it, there is a walking challenge. We were told to make groups of 10 people and we were given pedometers. The challenge is 13 weeks long and in ... Read more
That was cathartic!!
Thursday, March 15, 2012      7 comments

I belong to the Done Being The Fat Girl team here on SparkPeople. I noticed most of the girls created personal Done Statements to declare that they were Done with the title of Fat Girl and just why they were done. I started jotting some down las... Read more
A-Z of Me!!
Tuesday, March 13, 2012      3 comments

Age: 31 Bed size: Full Chore that you hate: Its a toss up...cleaning the tub or washing utensils. Ugh!! Dogs: Love!! My favorite animal. I live through my mom currently and adore her pups, Ralph, Elliot and Sabrina Essential... Read more