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bad week, shakin it up and clothing expiration dates
Thursday, March 03, 2011      1 comments

I did really poorly this week. I have a lot of excuses. The dog ate my motivation...I'm not gonna go into it. I am however almost over the cold that kicked my butt for the last few days. I am done house sitting for my parents so I don't have an ... Read more
re-ready, re-set, re-go!
Saturday, February 19, 2011      1 comments

i am now finished with the second week of my start again phase. it's mostly going well. i feel committed, it's been surprisingly easy to fall back into the healthy eating part. i forget that it's actually sort of fun to plan and keep track. it a... Read more
yes...another one of "those" blogs.
Tuesday, February 08, 2011      0 comments

oh crap. i did it again. i let life get the better of me. i got sad and mad and stopped taking care of myself. i've been stressed and depressed and i let it all go to sh*t. whoops. so i'm back again. i guess that's the good thing. as much as i h... Read more
this is awe inspiring! thanks for all the love!
Thursday, February 18, 2010      2 comments

i don't even know how or where to start. 2009 ended not with a bang but with that awful sound of me being totally deflated. almost 2 months into 2010 and i still haven't found whatever it is that i need to fill me up again. a few weeks ag... Read more
false start apparently.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010      4 comments

ugh! i am the most unmotivated person alive. i keep telling myself that i am going to really do this and the minute something more fun comes up i fail miserably. don't have any idea what to do at this point. am seriously disappointed in my l... Read more
exhaustion. winter blues and this just sucks.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010      2 comments

my mother has said it for years and i have only half listened. i think that i may suffer from seasonal depression. i can barely function through january and february. i'm sad all the time. i am ill constantly. i get migraines. i cry a lot. th... Read more
it's a new year and i am back on track!
Sunday, January 10, 2010      4 comments

so i totally lost it there for a few months. the end of october through today...a giant black hole where i just gave in. i gained 8 pounds back and that is not good and i have to stop it now. so i am. i weighed in today. measured everything. a... Read more
getting there...if i could just get off this plateau...
Tuesday, October 20, 2009      1 comments

i am currently exactly between a size 18 and size 16. i haven't been a size 16 in my adult life so i am sooooooo excited...however it doesn't seem to be enough to really make me get back on track. i still am doing ok calorie wise...i go over e... Read more
but what if i am not good enough...
Wednesday, October 14, 2009      3 comments

my entire life i have been in the public eye. my parents enrolled me in any and everything that a child could possibly do. i started piano lessons when i was 4, was very active with my church so sang with the kids choir and did christmas plays... Read more
Tuesday, October 13, 2009      1 comments

as the world just keeps crashing down around me and nearly every aspect of my life has some new and tragic challenge for me i managed to ignore the broke factor and went to visit a friend in seattle. a vacation may have been the best thing that... Read more
no weigh week, serious depression and a big ass bottle of wine.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009      3 comments

i just don't know what to do with myself anymore. i haven't been myself lately, i can't seem to focus and as much as i want to keep doing this-as much as i want to keep losing weight-i can't seem to get back on track. i am not seriously out of... Read more
itchy feet
Friday, September 18, 2009      0 comments

on top of my struggles with weight loss i have been feeling itchy these days. i have this constant feeling that there is something amazing right around the corner if only i could get up off my lazy butt and check it out. i still have no idea w... Read more
trying to bring back the spark!
Thursday, September 17, 2009      0 comments

pun intended. i realize that just like everything else, a weight loss program is going to lose it's shiny, self-righteous packaging and the "honey moon" is over so to speak. i remember when i first started that the pounds where melting awa... Read more
today i am the thinnest i have been in my adult life.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009      4 comments

life has been a whirlwind! i haven't been off track so much as i just haven't been totally diligent. this has been both a blessing and a curse. i haven't lost as much this month as i really wanted, but i have lost. the blessing of the whole ... Read more
back in the saddle
Wednesday, August 12, 2009      2 comments

so last month was a bust for weight loss...but probably the best month ever otherwise. i am having a hard time feeling guilty about the getting off track part. i got to visit my best friend and her family and had the best time ever. i was hom... Read more

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