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taking it one day at a time
Sunday, April 20, 2008      2 comments

Thanks so much for all the support I've gotten!!! Its been getting better. I think I hit an all time low when I was at Wal-Mart the other day and I just couldn't stop crying. For a good five minutes I was just bawling and people were s... Read more
my life is falling apart!
Friday, April 18, 2008      5 comments

My depression has gotten so bad lately, I just have to "talk" to someone and there's no one really to talk to, so I'm writing it down. I graduated high school six years ago weighing 50 lbs less than I do today. FIFTY POUNDS! I'm tired o... Read more
I'm not back, but I'm still here
Wednesday, March 12, 2008      5 comments

Wow, its really been almost a month! This past month has been so emotional. First it was stress with everything going on from Madison's dad, family issues, etc. I hit my breaking point and locked myself and the baby in my bedroom for a week. ... Read more
Madie's update
Saturday, February 16, 2008      2 comments

02-13-2007 Madie's surgery went well! It was a tough morning. She couldn't eat after midnight. She woke up hungry at 4 AM and cried. I rocked her as I cried with her. I knew what was wrong with my baby, but I couldn't fix it. We left for the h... Read more
just my thoughts for the day
Thursday, February 14, 2008      3 comments

Well, Madie's surgery went very well yesterday. We got home around 9AM and slept for a few hours. I sure let things go downhill after that. I was a little stressed (she's been clingy). I had nothing healthy to eat yesterday. I hit three "of... Read more
It can be done!
Wednesday, February 13, 2008      4 comments

I bought a stroller today!!! Okay, so I'm not rich and its not G-R-E-A-T stroller, but its got four wheels and a place for Madie to ride while I walk. That's just what the two of us need: fresh air and a little sunshine (if it ever stops snowi... Read more
What was I thinking?
Tuesday, February 12, 2008      1 comments

So a few days ago, I decided to make some changes. What was I thinking? First: I decided to take up yoga, thinking it would be relaxing for me. Why didn't anyone tell me yoga was actually hard if you aren't flexible and is not at all rela... Read more
must be doing something right!
Thursday, February 07, 2008      2 comments

Three days ago I was complaining that the scale was stuck. I weighed in the next day and the next day...and the next (oops, I was supposed to put the scale under my bed). From the first weigh in, I lost two pounds each weigh in after that. I'... Read more
the best mom isn't always the skinniest
Monday, February 04, 2008      2 comments

February 04, 2008 Well, the scale is stuck. I've lost 7 pounds since the first of November. I've decided its for one of two reasons, maybe both. The first possibility is stress! Remember that annoying commercial: "stress raises cortis... Read more
My Motivation
Wednesday, January 16, 2008      2 comments

This is my first blog. I am a pretty personal person, so this is BIG for me. But I wanted to write this down. My birthday is in less than seven weeks. My mom informed me that she is taking me on a huge shopping spree for my birthday no m... Read more