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Dazed and Confused
Monday, August 04, 2014      0 comments

Well, I find myself back here again. So, tired of this weight battle that I can't even express it! I've only been back for a week or two, but already my level of discouragement, frustration and confusion is sky high. I just don't know what ... Read more
Goal Day
Thursday, April 22, 2010      10 comments

Well, today was my goal day. I wanted to be out of the 170's by my birthday - today. Instead, I've discovered that I'm farther into them. Not only have I not lost weight - I've gained. I'm now exceeding what before had been my highest non-pr... Read more
Did it again.
Saturday, April 17, 2010      6 comments

Well, I did it again. Allowed my own insecurities about my weight affect my thinking and behavior. I went to Target this morning with my boys. My oldest son said he saw some friends of ours whom I hadn't seen in awhile. Later, as I passed ... Read more
Changing your thinking
Thursday, April 15, 2010      4 comments

How do you change your thinking? How do you stop yourself from immediately recognizing yourself as the fatest person in the room? How do you stop from feeling embarrassed about how you look when you're standing next to thin friends? Sometimes I ... Read more
Another punch in the stomach
Tuesday, March 30, 2010      11 comments

At Christmas time I got several gift cards to favorite clothing stores, including 2 to my very favorite store, Ann Taylor Loft. Initially, I had decided to save these until I lost some more weight. Today I took my daughter and grandson to the ma... Read more
A bad place
Saturday, March 13, 2010      4 comments

I went in to walmart tonight. Frustrated by my lack of anything to wear, I decided to peruse the clearance rack for some pants, just so I have some options. The 14's didn't fit. They were too small. I am 4'11! I sat on the bench in the dressing ... Read more
An Un-clicked Switch
Monday, March 08, 2010      2 comments

Something in my mind has "un-clicked". Or maybe it was never fully clicked at all. Problem is, when I try to re-click it, I can't even find the switch! I've been sitting here reading Spark blogs. I try to read some almost everyday, to try ... Read more
Live, Learn and Pass It On...
Sunday, March 07, 2010      1 comments

Read recently on the heart4home blog. Live, Learn, and Pass it on… 1. Sing in the shower. 2. Treat everyone you meet like you want to be treated. 3. Watch a sunrise at least once a year. ... Read more
O Where O Where Can it Be?
Thursday, March 04, 2010      1 comments

"O where o where has my motivation gone? O where o where can it be?" Just can't seem to find it anywhere. I restarted this 5 mo. ago. I have lost 4 lousy pounds! I could gain that back with one good binge at Applebees! It's hard to fee... Read more
Water or Coke
Wednesday, February 24, 2010      3 comments

This was sent to me in an email by a friend. Being a diet coke lover from waaaayyy back, it didn't make me happy, but stuff you need to know. Water or Coke? I could not believe this..... Very interesting WATER #1. 7... Read more
Friday, February 12, 2010      4 comments

Hello to all my Spark friends! Our family is praying about the possibility of home schooling our youngest child next year. (he'll be the only one left in school) I'm looking for feedback from those who do - or have in the past - homescho... Read more
Almost Missing the Blessing
Friday, January 22, 2010      1 comments

Recently, I have been struggling with a lot of discouragment. Unfortunately, nothing new there. But, today, God has been showing Himself to me time and time again. Yesterday morning I read a devotional by a woman who had been physically an... Read more
Could Snickers Be Considered a Health Food???
Wednesday, January 20, 2010      2 comments

I wish it could! I just ate one. A "stress meltdown" hit at work, and the FREE Snickers bar they have down at the other end of my building were calling my name. "Ronnie, oh Ronnie, Come and get me Ronnie. All of life will seem beautiful & stress... Read more
I'll Start Again on Monday
Thursday, January 14, 2010      1 comments

This morning this devotional greeted me in my inbox. It could not have been more timely, or felt more as if God sent it just for me. I hope it blesses others as well. - Ronnie I'll Start Again on Monday Lysa TerKeurst "No, in all th... Read more
Laugh or cry??!!!
Thursday, November 19, 2009      2 comments

Welcome to my world! I got up late for work this morning. Rushed around trying to find something to wear, but everything was in the laundry. Finally threw something together and raced down stairs. Late. My 10 yr. old son is following at my hee... Read more

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