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Making a Promise to myself. Setting goals.
Thursday, March 22, 2012      3 comments

So i have been trying to balance alot of things in my life. Some of it is working some of it isn't. But the biggest thing, I NEED to do is focus on my health and my weight. I am still right around my starting weight two years ago. 320ish. ... Read more
I know i been gone.... not from a lack of trying.
Wednesday, February 08, 2012      2 comments

Have you had times in your life when you need about 8 more hours in a day??? well that has been me the last month. I have so much i need to do in a day and not enough time to do it. I am homeschooling 2 of my 3 boys. So that takes alot of my ... Read more
Within Ranges today!!!!
Tuesday, January 03, 2012      3 comments

So i am slowly finding a routine. This morning i got up earlier cause i went to bed earlier last night. Got up took care of sick kids. While they were sleeping i went out with hubby and helped in the barn. While he worked with horses, i worke... Read more
better today :)
Thursday, December 29, 2011      1 comments

When i got up this morning, i handled things a little different. I told my mom and my husband a plan that i have for tomorrow. I am gonna buy me a container and new scale, measuring spoons, and measuring cups. And i am gonna have my stuff in ... Read more
Figuring out my food triggers.....AGAIN
Thursday, December 29, 2011      2 comments

Well i am having to find out what my triggers are again. They are different this time than they were the first time around. When we decided to do this move there was gonna be two trailers available....one for my mom and one for me and my famil... Read more
Merry Christmas!!!!
Monday, December 26, 2011      2 comments

I hope everyone had a great holiday with their families. I have to say we did. Lots of suprises gifts and enjoyed gifts though it might not have been exactly what we thought we wanted. My husband got me the most beautiful necklace. I am ... Read more
Tuesday, December 13, 2011      3 comments

I know i have said several times over the last 6 months that i was on my way back. Well alot of things have changed in my life. We are now living on the horse farm i told you all about. The move was semi successfull. Not everything went the... Read more
Things are crazy!!
Monday, October 24, 2011      3 comments

So i been trying to get back into eating health. I am doing better on eating healthy but it is hard some times. Especially when i am never home anymore. Just spent the last 5 days with my husbands aunt on her horse farm. I am doing nothing t... Read more
Day 2 back!!
Friday, September 23, 2011      0 comments

yeap 2 days logged in straight. I was serious when i said i was coming back. I have been thinking more of food and how everything goes with the body. I am down to one sprite a day. Rest is all water. i have been eatiing more fresh stuff. N... Read more
Finding myself again
Thursday, September 22, 2011      3 comments

Well today i reset spark people. I am back up to 298 pounds. Luckily i didn't gain all the weight back i had. I only gained 20 pounds back. But i didn't realize till recently that i was having emotional problems because of this summer. I wa... Read more
Tuesday, August 02, 2011      5 comments

Grrrr i am not doing so good on the food front i have been really hungry and not sure why. I am starting to make better choices but still going over on my calories. I know it will take time to get back in the mind set. Hopefully it won't tak... Read more
Here we go again!!! Day 1
Monday, August 01, 2011      6 comments

I know ihave said a couple of times that i was starting over but thing were such a roller coaster with my mom and stepfather. Now that mom is back to work from her leave since the memorial and all. I am gonna be able to have more time to work... Read more
Time of mourning...........
Sunday, July 17, 2011      14 comments

*sighs* Well i have been gone though i said i was starting over. Well things took a turn for the worse. The diaylsis worked on my stepfather for about a week. Then he started getting yellow with jaundice and his state of mind start to slip, a... Read more
Starting my Do Over tomorrow!!!!!
Saturday, July 02, 2011      7 comments

Ok here is what is going on for me. A week ago the drs didn't give us much hope for my stepfather. So they rushed him to er to put in a port for diaylsis. Well things were still real shakey. Come monday and they did his second session of di... Read more
Still under alot of stress!!!!!!
Saturday, June 25, 2011      5 comments

So we thought moving my stepfather to long term care facility would be better. Well he has only been out of bed once since he as moved there a week ago. Today the kidney doctor came in and told him that if he did not have a port put in and di... Read more

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