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Wednesday, July 06, 2011      2 comments

So sad and lonely, he's my favorite person and I miss him. But I want to do the right thing even if it hurts. Trying my best to get through this.... Read more
~ weak antelope ~
Monday, June 27, 2011      0 comments

Today my motivation is post breakup revenge hotness. Even though I'd take him back the first time he calls, and even though I'm the one trying to do the breaking. I always do. For the fellow Bachelorette watchers out there he's my Bentley. I've ... Read more
Thats it!
Wednesday, June 22, 2011      0 comments

Watching tv tonight after 2 days on back on the couch crying, Ceelo said something of one of his singers that made me stop and rewind. He said "she wants to be healed" Thats it, the words I could never find for the fealings I couldnt explain. I'... Read more
Sunday, June 19, 2011      0 comments

I'm here and doin pretty wellish. Just have very limited internet time. Post later, maybe with a picture of the most beautiful baby in the world :) Later Granny Di ... Read more
~ Going to be a grandma ~
Friday, June 18, 2010      2 comments

My daughter is 19 years old. The same age I was when I found out I was pregnant with my son. She thinks she knows it will be difficult. she has no idea. She only sees now the romantic side of struggling, what you see in a halmark movi... Read more
Can't keep waiting
Sunday, May 30, 2010      6 comments

I keep waiting for things to change, to get better before I start again. I've never felt so quite alone. I seem to be surrounded by death, I'm losing too many friends, mostly to illness, and its been too much for me, I'm about to lose my ... Read more
Still sucking air
Saturday, May 01, 2010      1 comments

I'm still here...ish I wish I had words for what I'm going through, but I just have neither the time or inclination today. Maybe tomorrow. I miss blogging and sparkpeople, so I thought I'd scribble somthing here rather than curling up and cry... Read more
Not giving up
Monday, November 05, 2007      0 comments

So I may have gone a little off the other deep end of this "eating thing" these last couple days but I'm trying to get a grip. Apparently woman are - according our boss "too emotional" sorry but I've been just as tough as I can possibly manag... Read more
Still Here -
Wednesday, October 31, 2007      0 comments

Still here, still trying so hard. I know Roger where ever he is, would not want me to completely melt down. I went back to work four days after word of his passing, cause we were also coworkers and cooked together, and I know how important... Read more
Wednesday, October 24, 2007      2 comments

I'm back...sort of..maybe. I've been gone all summer. And it had been a roller coaster season in every way. But in the midst of all the craziness. I found something, someone, incredibly beautiful. Something I'd heard tell of but was never re... Read more
Meandering to the beat of a different drum -
Wednesday, April 25, 2007      0 comments

Been meandering about my program all winter. Now I've been working on getting to back to business. I just found out I have yet another surprise performance on the third. I'm doing just one dance, so provided our music doesn’t decide to rebel aga... Read more
Thursday, April 12, 2007      0 comments

I'm past due for an entry. Been a bit disenchanted, and just laying low a while, due to some uh...surly sparkers 'round here were starting to get to me. So I say (in my best snotty voice) whatever! I've got more than enough going on in rea... Read more
It's a zoo here!
Saturday, March 31, 2007      0 comments

Finally a good day today! I was feeling sick again…or still maybe, I only felt better a few days before going downhill again, but I’m finally starting to feel human once more. It was a beautiful day today, the sun was out and it didn’t snow a... Read more
Where's McDreamy when you need a Dr. 'round here!?
Sunday, March 18, 2007      0 comments

This being sick buisness is really harshing my mellow. It's been what, four days already? I've been having a hard time getting much done, but I suppose I've been doing o.k. considering I feel like a bobble head, and I can even almost kinda sorta... Read more
"Birthweek" the anti-groove!
Sunday, March 11, 2007      0 comments

Well the kids each decided to surprise me with a birthday cake, not together, one each, two birthday cakes! Not to mention my son's birthday two days after mine, thats right... three cakes in three days...one, two, three! I force fed everyone ar... Read more

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