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The elephant on my chest.....
Wednesday, March 25, 2009      2 comments

So today off and on i have felt the elephant sitting on my chest. I have depression and anxiety disorder and I can't tell exactly what is going on. I go back to school from spring break tomorrow and I am looking down the barrel of about a milli... Read more
Been a While....
Tuesday, March 17, 2009      5 comments

So it's been a while since I have been on spark people. I am now at the heaviest weight I have ever been in my life at 220 pounds with a BMI of 37. I am still trying to figure out why I don't want to do the work to lose the weight. I have so ... Read more
FIRE ! ......Gratitude!!
Tuesday, October 07, 2008      9 comments

So it has been quite an eventful couple of weeks. I have been in a car accident and got whiplash, had bronchitis, and today my office was on fire briefly. All this on top of work, grad school and the stress induced by constant media bombardment... Read more
Why are you doing this
Sunday, September 28, 2008      5 comments

So I need a shot in the arm to help me get back on track. Right now I feel I am so far off track that I need to take a bus to the track to get back on it. Last time I bloged I told you all why I am doing this but I need some help with motivatio... Read more
Why ?
Sunday, August 03, 2008      3 comments

So this was one of the post for one of my teams and I thougth it would be a good blog so I thought I would add it here. 1.Why I am over weight? - I like to tell my self that I don't care and that it doesn't really matter. - It's ... Read more
DUH ! (slapping hand to forhead)
Wednesday, July 23, 2008      2 comments

So I just figured out how to read the messages that are sent with Spark goodies! So to all of you who have sent me goodies here is a belated thank you for all your wishes and support. It was kind of nice to be able to read them all at once gave ... Read more
Tuesday, July 15, 2008      1 comments

So its a tuesday night and I should enjoy it while I still have it as I am starting school in about a month. Can we say nervous much. I basically feel good just lonely my husband is doing home work. I rarely blog when I feel good because blog... Read more
The great Divide
Thursday, July 03, 2008      6 comments

so this is a recent picture of me at a recent belly dance performance. that's right I'm a belly dancer. I feel like I am stuck where my weight loss is concerned. I don't want to do anything about it right now. I have a desire to loose weigh... Read more
What my screen name means
Tuesday, June 24, 2008      4 comments

I origanly posted this in response to one of my teams boards and thought it would be a good blog to so here it goes. So what does Silver butterfly mean? Well that is a can of worms to open. My real name is Jennette just in case any one... Read more
don't care
Friday, May 09, 2008      7 comments

So I am struggling with caring at all about what I eat and weight loss. I'm up to about 215 again which is the heaviest I have ever been. I know how to diet I know how to exercise. I Just don't care enough to be motivated I have been struggli... Read more
I got In to Grad School !!!
Tuesday, April 22, 2008      5 comments

WOO HOO. I recently found out that I have been accepted to the Univerity of Utah's Masters of Social Work program. I'll start this fall. I just wanted to share the good news! ... Read more
Tuesday, March 25, 2008      2 comments

So I was watching the Today show today and they were interviewing the Voted out contestants from the Biggest Loser. Brittany who was Voted off last week stated that she had just recently been diagnosed with PCOS. I don't know if any one else has... Read more
I have been so sick
Wednesday, March 05, 2008      3 comments

I have been so sick the last couple of days (sinus infection). When I am sick I just don't care what I eat, some how eating is actually making my throat feel better instead of worse. I'm just sick of being sick. Please send good health vibes... Read more
Just keep Going ?
Monday, February 25, 2008      3 comments

It is cold outside and I hate cold. I am in a real slump with this whole weight loss thing. I know part of me wants to loose weight because I keep trying time after time, but I have that negative self talk going in my head saying "it's not wo... Read more
Please be responsible parents
Friday, February 22, 2008      1 comments

Ok so to start this off I have to say that no I don't have kids and no I'm not trying to tell anyone what to do. I am however a child and family service worker and see families that are in crisis every day. I just have a request to all the par... Read more

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