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Battling out of the Pit
Saturday, April 30, 2011      3 comments

I have been going through so many changes and challenges in the last year. I have regressed into old habits that have gotten me the same results as always. I've always been shy and introverted and have always had a hard time seeing my true poten... Read more
Starting over...again...again...
Tuesday, April 19, 2011      5 comments

This week has been a ginormous struggle. I don't know why I am struggling so much with stress when I know that I've dealt with more in the past. I look back when I first started college and was a pregnant, single mom of a 3 year old! I was worki... Read more
Friday, April 15, 2011      5 comments

There is so much going on that I don't know where to start! A year ago, I was motivated and doing well at eating healthy and exercising and was making progress at losing the weight. I felt confident and beautiful and hopeful for a bright future.... Read more
Saturday, May 29, 2010      7 comments

The title of my blog entry speaks for itself. I am just feeling blah. I don't seem to have much motivation to do anything! I am still getting in my workouts, but I am definitely just going through the motions. Today I had horrible cravings....s... Read more
New and exciting changes!
Tuesday, May 18, 2010      3 comments

As I start to see real changes, I am finding that I am anxious. Right now I am at a weight that I have not been at in over a year. When I lose another5 pounds or so, I will weigh less than I have weighed in over 6 years! I am having a hard time ... Read more
Latest news and thoughts...
Monday, April 19, 2010      3 comments

Ok, so it's been a while since I have posted a blog entry. I have been slacking. I have also been depressed. I love watching the Biggest Loser, but lately it has only served to deepen my depression. My assumption for this is that I look at what ... Read more
nutshell continued...
Thursday, March 18, 2010      2 comments

Normally I am not so bold in opening up to people, but I truly feel a bond of friendship and trust here with you guys. Also, I don't think that it was my idea to write that blog. God planted that one. All of a sudden while checking my email I d... Read more
Me (in a very long nutshell)
Thursday, March 18, 2010      3 comments

God is great. I wasn't sure how to start this blog, but felt the need to share what's going on with me and that seemed like as good a place to start as any! Ever since I was a little girl, I have not really had it easy. My parents split up when ... Read more
A Million Thank Yous!
Monday, March 15, 2010      2 comments

I just want to say thank you to everyone out there that has taken the time to send me some enncouraging words. I feel so blessed to have so many people behind me! I feel somewhat silly for being down in the dumps and wish I could just bust right... Read more
Complete loss of motivation
Monday, March 15, 2010      5 comments

I am at a complete loss right now. After losing my job with no warning and two young children to raise by myself, I find that my ambition and motivation have completely left me. I started out trying to be positive, listing the good things about ... Read more
slowly but surely
Wednesday, January 20, 2010      0 comments

Sometimes I feel like I am going in slow motion, I want so badly to shed all of this weight. I know that it is holding me back from reaching my full potential and at times I am consumed with the desperate and frantic need to get it off. Other ti... Read more
That wagon can get bumpy...easy to fall off..
Saturday, January 09, 2010      2 comments

Well, I am really getting discouraged. I was a good girl with my diet and exercising every day and then I had a rough couple of days. I had a "McDonalds day". It really did open my eyes though because even though I knew it was going to be bad ca... Read more
One day at a time...
Tuesday, January 05, 2010      1 comments

Every day is a new and exciting challenge...full of pit stops and bumps in the road. Even though I know this, every difficulty I face seems to come as a surprise. But on the upside, every day that comes to an end, I can find small successes thro... Read more