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the good, the bad, the ugly
Friday, January 07, 2011      4 comments

So I've continued putting my food on here so far this year. I also weighed myself and seem to have gained all my weight back from the years before sparkpeople. At least I know I can eat better and lose weight. I'm more aware of how ... Read more
Back again, again ;)
Sunday, January 02, 2011      6 comments

Well I see that some of my past entries are already titled "back again" but yep new year and here I am. I'm not just doing this as a New Year's Resolution sort of thing though. I've been on vacation and seen how out of shape I've been ge... Read more
back again
Friday, September 10, 2010      2 comments

Well I've gained back a lot of weight. I've gone back to school and started some other goals, but pretty much let myself go wild "self-medicating" with food. Anyway, I'm going to try to get back into being aware of what I'm eating.... Read more
Feeling optimistic
Wednesday, February 24, 2010      3 comments

So my weight is not the lowest ever, and at the moment I'm feeling pretty lazy. But I have begun to really enjoy going to the gym! I never expected that. I've also made some other nice steps forward and am just generally feeling hopef... Read more
Back again
Wednesday, December 30, 2009      1 comments

I 've been tracking again for a few days now. I'm not the lowest I've ever been on here and I won't make my year end goal I had set back in April or so. But I'm far from the highest I've been this year too, so I consider that a good thing. ... Read more
Still alive
Monday, October 19, 2009      1 comments

still struggling :P I sort of went on a bender for a couple of months of hiding out from sparkpeople and eating whatever. And it shows. I'm not back to my biggest weight but I did make it less likely I'll meet my year end goal weight. Ma... Read more
Taking care of myself even when I don't want to
Wednesday, August 26, 2009      3 comments

I guess that's my lesson of the day. I don't have to feel good about it or feel like I even care to do something healthy and worthwhile. Today, and the past several days really, I haven't even wanted to eat. Kind of an opposite for me :P ... Read more
arg panic attacks
Monday, August 24, 2009      2 comments

I'm freaking out this morning. (Not about the weight loss but other things, but when I got on the scale I didn't jump for joy either) I did lose weight, more than I expected but maybe change is scaring me and I'm afraid I'm doing it in a bad ... Read more
Getting back on the wagon
Friday, August 21, 2009      5 comments

I logged my food today! After I've been slipping just a lot on that. I thought well maybe it's time I eat whatever feels natural to me and not stress or obsess, but it seems like I really still need that tool because I just have no sense of pe... Read more
slipping but still trying
Sunday, August 16, 2009      3 comments

I've been battling with a lot of depression and anxiety and in that I've slipped on logging my food and also a lot of the more positive streaks I had going...like even brushing my teeth morning and night. I'm trying to get back on track. I rea... Read more
I think I'm hitting a plateau
Sunday, August 09, 2009      1 comments

I skipped at least two days on recording food but I got back on today. If I eat anything out I find it so harder to get myself to just estimate and record, but I think I really need to. I'm working on a lot besides weight loss right now and wo... Read more
Still stressing but caring for myself anyway
Wednesday, August 05, 2009      0 comments

I'm going through a lot of stress and trying to evaluate my life, wants and priorities. Some of it I think is causing stress just in how much and how far I'm pushing myself and then there are other stresses. I'm also trying different med combo... Read more
Time for some adjustments
Monday, August 03, 2009      1 comments

I looked at my report graph thingy and it looks like I'm the same weight I was 7/17 now and I've been sort of plateauing with a lot of little ups and downs pretty much every other day. I guess I can take comfort that I'm not consistently gaini... Read more
Still getting stressed
Tuesday, July 21, 2009      0 comments

But I do think this place is a calming influence for me. I mean I don't think I've really thrown myself into the community as much as I could but I find the more stressed I get the more I neglect this place and when I do sit and enter things he... Read more
Dark insomniac night of the soul
Thursday, July 16, 2009      2 comments

Well heh it's not that bad but I am just wide awake and super stressed. This week (um or two? I forget) has been crazy for me. I think it's the worst I've done since I got back on here at actually tracking everything I eat. Mind you I hav... Read more

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